Some mornings it's just so hard to get my day on. For instance I've just been staring at my rack of clothes for a solid ten minutes like it's some unfathomable mystery. I know I'm going to bake macro vegan cookies today and the one ingredient I need to go purchase are bananas. To get bananas I might as well shower and get dressed. Hence this great mystery of what to wear. It's mind boggling. I've gone through about 10 outfits in my head trying to figure out what is going to be stylish and what will wear well on a bike ride to the city (because I plan on going to a movie later in the city) being that my choice of shoes does affect how the ride will be. Curses! I know this indecision is just a way for me to procrastinate the start of my day because I fear the inevitable sadness that will hit me at some point crippling me with anywhere from a moment to several moments of despair. Baby steps. I'll start with a shower. Then I'll promise myself a coffee if I leave the apartment, a promise that will most likely never be fulfilled because I haven't been drinking much coffee since I started this macrobiotic foods thing. The thought of coffee is still very inspiring but whenever I go to actually acquire it I usually spring for a kombucha instead. In any case, I should be able to handle a shower. Well maybe I'll read for just a little while first.
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